Fatin

Karachi, Pakistan

Real Name:

Fatin

Member Since:

July 19, 2011

About Me

I'm just a girl stuck between loving, hating and trying to accept the world we live in. I suppose I'm eccentric and I have a strange sense of humour. I love blood, sex and gore. I tend to go into fits of depression if I think too much because...well, for a couple of reasons. That this world sucks, that most people are stupid, that our education system is a fail. Because feminists are thought of as evil-vagina monsters who want to smash men's heads in. I'm confused about my religion. I need to figure out what's actually true and what's been distorted because everything just seems sexist, and racist, and rather silly. How can my GOD be like that? I've been accused of being vague. I tend to assume people know what I'm talking about, that they understand my references when I'm trying to make a point. That usually backfires rather terribly because of course, they don't usually have any clue what I'm talking about and then I lose the argument. I've also been accused of not being very rational and logical. I suppose that's okay. It doesn't bother me. It bothers me that people seem to stick to logic so much. I'm more of a feelings person. I do things because I like to. I love Math. I love it. It makes me so happy. I'm also very mean. I chalk it up to being straightforward and honest, but people say I'm mean. I hate society and its rules. Why can't I just say what I want to? Why do I have to think before I speak because otherwise I might offend you? Bloody hell, why are you offended by my opinion? It's mine, screw you very much. And why do you expect me to care about you being offended? I can think whatever I want to. That's what scares me; a future where we're not free to think what we want to. Too many dystopian novels would be the cause of that line of thinking.
Anyway I'll never be a nice person, but I hope some day, I'm a good one.